Now the definition of the word friendship change completely. Who are my friends, i mean my real friends. Are they the one i thought or the ones i havent thought off. friendship is shown on so many different ways that probably I'm not seeing what I'm supposed to see. My definition of friendship not necessary has to be the correct one and because things don't happen the way i would like them to happen doesn't mean that friendship is not there, maybe don't doing things for me is an action a true friend will do to help you and show you new things.
A lot of people around me, i mean a lot of good people and of course they are some not so good, well maybe that is the wrong way of saying but for sure some are only there to make your road a little more complicated those who think that playing hurting and just do thing wrong is good. I welcome them let them teach me how to survive with people like that around me. I need them of course they show me ways of living, they show me that if you can jump a wall to walk around it. It hurts of course it hurts a lot when you find out that someone you thought was a real friends is not. Takes a lot of time to accept that. friend , i think I'm really are a good friend, well of this people around me prove it, no i don't doubt it it just make me happy knowing they just really thinks so many good about me. One don't thinking that way against a lot saying yes just assure me that some else is wrong and in not me this time. The bad thing is when really like the person that think that way about you and just can do nothing about it to show that you have been 100% sincere and good.