I was going to bed but decide to come back and write a little bit more. Life on the move, lot of free time, need to adjust quickly. Tennis tournaments, was there, angry faces, well i was really hurt, thought i was doing good and was stabbed. Him trying to approach me, to late i don't want to hear about it (still really angry and one of worst things about me? take me a lot of time to forgive, i know is wrong, I'm trying to improve but dam its hard. Two advice I'm going to give never get involved with someone from work ( i didn't) but i brought him to my working place and to make it worst to my same department and keep your love live away from your hobbies hahahaha. Finally he convinced me to stopped and talk, he missed me? well i think he did but he don't have the guts to say something like that hahaha but i knew him well. One thing is for certain, I'm not going back into a relationship with him again, play tennis of course, someone he might talk to if needed of course but nothing else, try to achieve friendship (only friends) why not. We did (well he make few moves to see if i fall but I'm so proud of myself hahaha, didn't fall for it, sad faces for a while but he will do fine).
Change job places got bumped because place was sold and soon will be closed. Went to Wyeth Guayama. When i was in caguas i drove south now that I'm closer I'm driving north back home hahaha life is so strange and i meant really north because my other job was in the USA (Cincinnati-Ohio) Procter and Gamble. Thing in PR are getting tougher and tougher so need to move out fro work. 18 month i was there by myself, and was really hard, thank god i was able to go home at least every 3 weeks. Totally new experienced, hope i can go back again. New friends on tennis and volleyball, new friends at spotting, new friends at work from PR and to make things better an old friend from PR was in Cincinnati too. Oh man did we have a blast going everywhere on the weekends. Amusement parks, zoos, tennis tournaments, Chicago, it was crazy hahahahahah, married? shit, but nothing is perfect hahaha.
Wow seems to be my life is getting back to normal im so happy. We know talk not frequently but talk. Well not frequently until one day at 3am in the morning i received a call from his blocked number cell phone which he did gave me his number after that hahahah.
He was crying like a baby, didnt recognize his voice, what the fuck? whos calling? Yes you guees it. Dad pass away. Lot of emotion went thru the head, sadness, anger and lot of other thoughts. relationship with dad was not the best and after a lot of time not hearing that voice, choose to call me to talk. Long talk lot of sadness running thru the head, lot of pain lot of anger relieve. Conversation was until morning like old times and was time for me to go to work hahahaha dont have to tell you about how was my day hahahah. Then communication went almost back to normal. Think finally realize that i was a true friend. So tennis, hanging was re stablished not like old times but at a normal basis.
Contract is done and i dont have another job yet, so im going back home. it was ok was able to spent time with mom, dad, brother, niece and friends once again how can i forget tuesday and thursdays of drinking after tennis hahahahaha i missed those days so much.
Well lets enjoy my free time for a while so i took mom for a cruise (1 week) and then went to Hungary and Vienna for some spotting with my friends. Suddenly a call for a new contract but i will talk more about it later. im going to bed now !!!!! good night